These are just my rambling thoughts, insights, memories, frustrations, praises,---the defragging of my mind. Just a way to share my ups and downs, sillies and weepies, hopes and dreams with those who care to read about them.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

We have a windmill

While I was away at the ranch, Don and some friends set up our new windmill. It is big. It looks so great and creaks and sounds like a windmill should. It will pump air into our new pond. I just love it! I have always wanted a windmill and now we have one. It is quite the envy and conversation piece of the neighborhood. Don has done an outstanding job of digging this pond and putting together the windmill. I am so impressed and so excited by it all. When we get rain and the grass grows and we add a little landscaping it will be so beautiful and relaxing.

Thank you, Don, for all your hard work. I just love it! And, I love you.

Julie, Alisa, and Blue's Hill Country Adventures

What a glorious weekend I had! Alisa and I left for the ranch on Friday about 5. We were driving "Ole Blue", Don's now retired, 1990 old blue pickup, which has become our garage sale truck. It was a beautiful, but HOT, spring afternoon, and Blue's AC decided to go kapoot. I must say this was the most miserable drive to the ranch ever. The sun was so intense and the wind was so HOT. I dreamed of cold ice tea...or a frozen Margarita..waiting for us at Mamacita's in Fredericksburg. It was the longest drive........but finally, we got there, and what a wonderful thing it was to walk into air conditioning and sit down and cool off and have that ice tea, glasses and glasses of it. We tried to stay as long as we could but that sun was still up when we finally left, and since we were driving west, directly in our eyes nearly blinding us. What a relief just to get to the ranch!
All the goats, sheep, and cows came rushing to meet us as we arrived. We had stopped at the feed store so had treats for them--50 pound sacks of feed and a fresh bale of hay. They were all thrilled. We enjoyed watching them. There are 9 baby goats, 7 little lambs, and 1 baby calf--so cute and frisky.
We left before daylight Saturday morning to head out to the garage sales in Fredericksburg--11 of them. BUT, in the early dawn of a beautiful spring morn the countryside was just too alluring with so many sights to behold. We stopped to watch several flocks of wild turkeys, and many, many deer were out, and the sun coming up giving that special haze to the fields and farmsteads--so many kodak moments. We stopped to take so many pictures (we both have new cameras). It was a beautiful, slow trip to town--early morning is just such a pretty time.
The garage sales were fun but not the greatest ever---no real treasures sitting there waiting for us to find them. I guess my greatest find was a hand carved wooden Nativity set from Paraguay. I just love it. And I found a really pretty quilted purse for $1. Found some books for the grandkids and thats about it. But we enjoyed looking--it is fun just getting to drive through all the neighborhoods of Fred. and see all the many old houses. I love Fredericksburg--so much history and German culture everywhere.
We were done with the sales about 11 so headed for Mason to an estate sale there and to have lunch at a little place visited by the Texas Country Reporter. It was a great little Mexican cafe that opened up in an old gas station. Had terrific gorditos and guacamole and lots of cold tea and DP. It all tasted so good. Estate sale was ok--that is where I found my nativity set. Then we just walked around Mason, a really old, small Texas town with lots of history. The writer of "Old Yeller" was raised here and the setting for the book took place here. Lots of neat old buildings and homes. We shopped a little in the shops then drove around taking more photos of grand old houses, old movie theatre, and lots of windmills. Alisa and I both love windmills.
We took a small little county road back toward Doss. Stopped and took lots of windmill, old barn, old farmstead, creeks, Llano river, and livestock pictures. Also, stopped at Hilda and took lots of pics of a beautiful old Methodist church just sitting out there all by itself in a big field. So very picturesque. We stopped and talked with some of the local people who were out and were warmly welcomed. At Doss, we stopped and got a DP at the Doss country store and took photos of the Doss school, one of the few remaining open one room school houses in the state. Then we headed back to the ranch through more back roads taking more pictures of old farmsteads and windmills and anything else unique and interesting. We had such a wonderful time. What a pretty spring day and so much beautiful country to see---and the wildflowers are not even out yet and it is still pretty. Though VERY DRY! We need rain really bad.
We got back to the ranch and crashed. Sat in front of the TV and watched movies and ate fritos and bean dip and Hot Tamales (candy) for supper. We were exhausted but sure had a grand day.
This morning we got up and got to work. Cleaned all the hunter's stuff out of the upper cabin and scrubbed it down and fixed it back up pretty to look like a guest cabin again. What a makeover! It looks so pretty and cute with colorful quilts on the beds instead of camo sleeping bags.
Then we cleaned up our cabin so it would be ready for Beki and her guests Easter weekend. All the critters came down so we treated them to somemore feed and said a sad goodbye. It is always so hard to leave the ranch. We headed home a different way through Llano on the back ranch roads. Stopped to take old school house pictures and then spent some time watching the baby Eagles in their nest outside of Llano. It looked like they were getting flying lessons. They would flap their wings and lift up about 6 inches from the nest and back down again. We took a ton of pics but I think they were still too far away for great photos. But it was fun to watch them. A great ending to our weekend. Just had to share our wonderful weekend with you.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Lovin' this spring weather!

Thought I would catch you up on our life so here come the bullets:



  • Don and I went to Kyle to visit Josh and Kara and see their new home. Wow! It is so nice and we both just loved it. Great floor plan, just a great house. And brand new! I am so happy for them and know they will have fun decorating it and just making it theirs. Josh cooked us a wonderful lasagna dinner and we had a fun visit. I was disappointed not to get to visit with their two cats, Sunny and Rosey, who are still traumatized by the move and in hiding. And we all need to pray for Kara to find a job in Kyle---that commute to San Antonio is about to do her in.
  • Alisa and I are going to the ranch tonight to check on things AND to go garage sales in Fredericksburg and Mason tomorrow. We are just looking forward to getting out there and having fun together. It has been way too long.
  • A couple of weeks ago we had a big group over on Saturday and finally got the liner put in the big pond Don dug on our acreage next to house. It was quite a project. Then he worked for a week putting together the windmill that will aeriate the pond. He said he never had seen so many nuts and bolts in his life......Now tomorrow he and friends will put the windmill in place. Don has been filling the pond for the last 10 days with the hose. I have been really praying that the well and pump holds out. We are on a really huge aquafer but still......I really don't want to be hauling buckets of water to the house from the pond for our use....... It is almost full and looks really pretty. Don wants to put fish in it and get a little boat and just use it to have fun with grandkids swimming and fishin' in it. He is putting some sod and grass seed out, too, and will line it with big flat rocks. It should really be nice when all done.
  • Tammie and I leave on our adventure to Georgia to see Adam graduate from boot camp on Tuesday. We are looking forward to the time together and to get to see Adam.
  • I have the planting bug. I just love this time of year with all the pretty bedding plants in the nurseries. Love potting flowers. And even wish I still had my big vegetable garden...but we are just gone too much for that. Anyway, I keep looking for the wildflowers to pop out--saw just a few bluebonnets on the bridge going to Kingsland. Can't wait though to try my new camera on the wildflowers though.
  • Speaking of my new camera...I have had more fun using the telephoto to take pictures of the birds coming to my feeders. I have a finch sock that is always full of pretty, colorful little finches and another feeder that attracks the cardinals and nuthatches. I just love watching the birds and especially love that melodial water dripping sound the Purple Martins make--and the cheerful songs of the Mockingirds and the mournful calls of the doves. I just love spring!
  • That's all for now--I need to finish potting my new marigolds and lantana--the outdoors bekons......

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Happy Birthday, Tammie

I have written before about how much God has blessed me by giving me the desires of my heart. Growing up an only child I had always yearned to have a sister--my idea of a sister was like having a best friend that was with you all the time--you got to share living in the same house.

Another desire of my heart was to have a big family--extended family living together or close to each other. I remember my neighbor in Houston sharing with me how she grew up in a big old house in the country with her cousins and grandparents--several families living under the same roof and how fun it was and how close they were. That was the kind of life I wanted.

And it all happened--a little bit at a time--but God fulfilled those desires of my heart. And one of those answered prayers came in the person of Tammie. Tammie and my oldest son, Brian, married very young and had two children--Adam and Amber. Their marriage fell apart and in 1989 Tammie and my two grandchildren moved in with us. Adam was almost 3 and Amber was 9 months old at the time. Our family already numbered seven: Rick, me, Micah, Christy, Josh, Jenny, and Gina (who was then our foster child). And we had foster child number 2, Robert, a failure to thrive two-month old, on his way to us as soon as he was released from the hospital. So we quickly became a family of eleven.

What can I say but that God’s grace was all over this. Tammie and I got along fantastically and shared in the raising of these kids and the many other foster children that would pass through our doors over the next seven years. Tammie blossomed from a frightened, insecure teenager who didn’t even have her driver’s license yet into an awesome, nurturing mother, a fabulous cook, a creative homemaker, an excellent college student, and a leader of the Children’s program at church, and a dear friend. Together, we home schooled, led Girl Scouts, survived T-Ball, Little League, Little Dribblers, Gymnastics, Vacation Bible School and various other kid activities along with enjoying the trials and tribulations of the older kids teen years.

Ours was a crazy, rambunctious, but fairly orderly and disciplined household. It was everything I ever dreamed of and more. And Tammie more than fulfilled my longing for a sister. Yes, technically she was my daughter-in-law, but we just had a closer, more equal, relationship than that. We were peers raising our children together; she became that sister I always wanted. Two women living in the same house can often be a disaster but for us, because of God’s grace, it was a beautiful success. Tammie is my very closest female friend whom I love dearly and thank God for bringing her into my life. I treasure those 7 crazy years together and cherish the wonderful memories we shared--and the memories we continue to make.

I am awed by her--she inspires me. She completed her degree while living with us and is an excellent, well-respected Occupational Therapist. She can just do anything she sets her mind to--a very hard worker whose creativity and love for others just spills over into everything she does. And I am so happy that God saw fit to put Jess Fisher in her life and bless her with such a wonderful husband who loves her so much.

So all this to say Happy 40th Birthday, Tammie. You are wonderful and I pray you will have 40 more wonderful birthdays to celebrate. And may our times and adventures together just get better and better. We soon will be GRAND-PARENTING together!!! Yipee!!!

You are loved.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Time for Bullets

  • So good to be home. Got back from Arkansas on Friday night. We both enjoyed working on this Disaster Response--loved Arkansas and the great people there.
  • Our weather is sure all over the place....97 one day (in Llano) and then 29 last night.....and that wind is something else.
  • We had a brush fire come within a block of our house. They stopped it just before it got to the outbuilding of the house down the street.
  • We have a new baby calf--about a week old--so very cute and frisky.
  • Went to the ranch yesterday to get the Bobcat as Don is determined to finish his pond here. He worked on it all day today. Has bunch of friends coming on Saturday to help him put the liner in. We have big visions of fishing with grandkids in it.
  • It is starting to feel like spring: my Jasmine is in bloom, the birds are singing, just that feelin' is in the air. I expect to see a few Bluebonnets poking their heads out soon. And I can already taste the strawberries from Sweetberry Farm down the road. I love spring.
  • We are thankful to have escaped all the flu and bugs going around.
  • That's all my news for now. Just enjoying the time at home.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Is anyone out there?

Hey, I am getting real lonely here in blogworld. We are away from home and I miss hearing from everyone and I blogged a bunch and every time I get to log on I am so excitied to see if there are comments and what do I see but......0 comments. I need comments! I need to know someone cares about me out there. I am sad and let down.

And Tania, Christy, Gina, Kara---are you ever going to blog again? I miss you.

ok--I said it, now I will take down the pity party decorations.

Our service center closed down and everyone has left but Don and I who have to stay and do casework out of our motel. There really is not much to do so it is like a day off. It is cold and rainy outside so good day to rest up in motel room. Hastings is across the street so I did have some fun browsing there this morning. We might have snow tomorrow.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Glimpses of the Past

My "H"

Ok--remember a few posts back when I complained about my H on my keyboard sticking and being very cantankerous. Well, after we got to Arkansas, I pulled out my laptop and the H worked pretty as you please--just like it was supposed to. Guess the gremlin just needed a little plane ride.........

Greetings from Arkansas

Don and I have been in Arkansas for a week with Red Cross helping victims of the wicked tornadoes that swept across the state on Feb. 5. We are working in Gassville and Mountain View and staying in Mountain Home. We have done lots of driving doing outreach--where we go house to house checking on people so we have seen lots and lots of awful destruction. Part of interviewing victims and doing casework is listening to their stories of what happened. The people here are just so nice, warm, friendly, resilient, gracious, giving, unselfish,--just plain good people. The communities are awesome. They take care of each other. They are there for each other. Churches all work together to serve their community and open their arms and help. We have to practically beg people to take our help. Never have we worked a disaster where more people have insurance. And these are not wealthy, well-to-do areas. The average income is around $25, 000. But they have ingegrity. They lead decent and orderly lives. I would venture to say the vast majority of them have a strong faith in God and live out that faith. It is such a pleasure to work here and get to meet and talk with this community.
Tornadoes are just so fickle. So very unpredictable. Unless you witness firsthand their destruction it is almost unbelievable. How can they destroy a brick home yet leave a vase of flowers on the table? They mow down three houses in a row, skip one, and mow down three more. They are just so weirdly awesome and so wickedly deadly. I am awed by the stories I hear so in the next post I will share some with you.
We are enjoying our co-workers on this job and just being here to help out what we can. Alisa and the animals are having fun at home. Happy Valentines Day!

oh, and this--the highschool gym where we have our service center is also a donation drop off that the teachers are doing to help the community. It is like being in the middle of a huge garage sale and not able to look or touch----it's driving me nuts!

Tornado Stories







I have an awesome story of survival to tell you about. There was a family who lived on Main St. in Gassville, Arkansas, one of the hardest hit areas of the state, who came to Red Cross for assistance. Gassville’s sirens never went off to warn people. This was their description of the moments before the tornado struck. The mother had been home sick in bed all day. Older son, who normally would have been on computer in his room, had gone to the school to get the younger son from basketball practice. Dad and daughter were in the living room with six year old they were watching for a friend. At about 5 pm Dad saw the friend pull in the driveway and went to tell his wife her friend was there. She got up out of bed, went to kitchen and made a pitcher of tea noticing her friend was still in car talking on the phone. Dad happened to glance out the window and saw the patio furniture levitating and the darkness of the sky. He grabbed the six year old and dove under the big oak dining table in the kitchen, covering her with his body as he yelled for the others to take cover. The mother said one moment she was reaching in the cabinet to get a glass to pour herself a glass of tea and the next moment she was on the floor with rain pouring down. The only wall left standing was the one with the cabinet she was reaching into. All the other walls and the roof were gone. The oak table saved the lives of the father and friend’s child as it kept the wall and roof from falling on them. The daughter described screaming as the wall “chased” her. The friend road out the storm in her car out front--it was battered badly and a large metal object speared the seat next to her but she was ok. The two sons were ok but had they been at home and in their bedrooms, and had the mom still been in her bed they would not have survived. All family members were unharmed except for scrapes and bruises.
And the pitcher of tea stood on the counter undisturbed.


Rob had just gotten home from work when he heard the sirens so he sheltered in the pantry of his older, rock home. His home was nothing but a big pile of rubble in just a few moments but somehow he was able to crawl out from under it unharmed. He looked around him and heard a car horn closeby that kept honking ever so often. He discovered it was jammed into the rubble of his house and contained his neighbor who was honking for help. He had to remove debris and pull the man through the truck window. Don visited the neighbor in the hospital and he said he was in Walmart when he noticed the weather getting bad so he left quickly for home. The tornado struck before he could get from the truck into his house and his house and Rob’s ,across the road, both exploded and jammed his truck between them. He is recovering quickly.


Another family came in---a single mom with two boys. They lived in a mobile home on her brother’s land. When they heard the tornado warnings they evacuated to a neighbor’s home a few blocks away. The nine year old was worried about leaving his pet guinea pig in the house. They returned to find their home totally destroyed but as they walked into what used to be their home they heard a familiar squealing and found the guinea pig still on the bottom of his cage though his cage roof had blown away. He was shook up, but fine, and his boy was elated.

The only death we dealt with was a sad story. A woman lived in a mobile home and when she heard the warnings she evacuated to her boyfriend’s brick home. Her mobile home was untouched but she died when her boyfriend’s home was demolished. He is still in the hospital.

An elderly lady told me a sweet story. She had lost her husband a year ago and had given her son his dad’s recliner and some of his tools. The tornado destroyed most of her son’s home but the recliner was undisturbed and the tools remained on the workbench where he had placed them.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Oh, No!

It seems our dog saga has not yet ended. Today, Don got an email from the guy who took the yellow lab, Megan (the neighborhood menace). Sherman, our neighbor whose lady friend owned the dog, went to this guy and paid him $500 to get the dog back because his lady friend was so unhappy. The guy was not at all happy as he had put lots of time and money into keeping the dog. I so hope Sherman will not let her loose and will be responsible this time. This dog has cost him $2200.00 because of her bad behavior. Just when we thought we could relax and our pets would be safe......

Leaving for Arkansas

We just got the call to leave for Arkansas. Instead of driving the ERV we will be doing Damage Assessment. We're flying to Little Rock then driving to Russellville. This will be a different kind of assignment for us but we are looking forward to it. Doing damage assessment on tornadoes is not too hard as ,sadly, their generally is not much left to assess. It is weird how these tornadoes come so badly so early in the season. This time last year we were in Daytona Beach for tornadoes that hit there. Tornadoes are the worst disasters--so fickle in who they pick on--and so incredibly viscious.

Please pray for us to have comforting words and compassionate listening ears for those we meet and for God to be in charge of our assignments. It is so hard to know what to say to comfort those whose lives have just been so devastated. We just want God to use us.

So we are off. Will keep you posted

my Jenny Rose

We're off again (I think)








We bought a truck yesterday--2003 Ford-350 4x4 FX diesel crew cab. We love it--very roomy back seat, 4 doors, white. Don is beyond excited.

We are on call for Red Cross for the tornadoes that wrecked havoc across the nation this week--expect to leave today driving the ERV.

Went to the ranch yesterday to take hay and check on things. All was well. Animals were fine--lots of baby goats and lambs--so very cute. They all followed us in two lines as we walked the ranch. It was so good to be out there--as we were leaving we both commented at same time how we hate to leave the ranch.

We have enjoyed being home and getting stuff done around here and just resting up. Feels good.
I love February--those gorgeous days that bring hints of spring. I have been planting pansies and Johnny Jump-ups like crazy. Their sweet little faces are just so pretty and welcoming on my front porch and just lift my spirits.

I miss Mason and Grant something awful--have really enjoyed all the pics Jenny has posted.

My “h” on keyboard is acting up--so in my future writing if you see the word te--that means the. Sure are lots of h’s in words--slows down my typing something awful. Tank goodness spell ceck catches some of them.




Monday, February 4, 2008

My Computer Gremlin

Hi--I have a tale to tell. I have known for sometime that I have a gremlin in my computer who just likes to mess with me and drive me nuts. In times past he has: made my list of favorites just disappear; made my entire Quicken program disappear; taken the sound away and made my CD unable to copy CDs ---all these things would occur at different times, for no apparent reason then in a week or so they would suddenly reappear and work properly with no doing on my part. I had eyewitnesses to these problems!! They were real.
Well, a week ago I had used my computer on Sunday then the next morning tried to get online only to have my computer tell me that my modem--my internal modem--had gone missing. It just was not there--nor was the COM3 port it was supposed to be attached to. I tried all the diagnostics and stuff I could to discover the problem--so did Don and Micah spent over an hour on the phone with us trying to get to the bottom of the problem. Nothing would help.
So that is why I have been AWOL from the blogworld. It was making me so mad. I had to just leave the computer alone for days cuz I wanted to shoot it. So today, I decided enough was enough and called the repair shop in town and arranged to bring it in to the "Laptop hospital". So I get there and proceed to tell the technician my problems and he boots it up and, lo and behold, the sound chimes in, the modem is all there and she is working beautifully. It is like when you take a car to the repair shop for the weird noise it is making and it purrs perfectly for the mechanic........ I think the little gremlin got scared he was gonna be found and departed on the way to the doctor.
Then, I got to thinking about the other times when problems corrected themselves suddenly and they all involved me moving the laptop---going to the ranch; coming home from New York; coming home from San Angelo, etc. We have stayed put for over a month now and I think my computer missed the travel--was bored being on the same ole desk day after day--needed some excitement and new places and once I put her in the car and took her for a ride she straightened right up. So, thankfully, I am up and running again and can get online. I am so glad even if my son, Micah, is now absolutely sure his mom is crazy. I can't wait to catch up on blogs and all kinds of stuff. I never realized how much I use the internet until it is gone.
Don and I are busy searching for a new (used, but new to us) pickup truck. He has spent hours pouring over the internet looking for good deals and learning about the different options. We have looked at a few and really like a 2003 Ford-350 diesel crew cab we found in Austin. It is just such a nice truck, one owner, and so roomy yet so powerful which we need on the ranch and to pull the Bobcat. Will let you know how it goes.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Who is this baby?


Ok--who do you think this baby is? Leave your comment and I will tell you the answer tomorrow.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Our Weekend

Brrrrrr!! We have had some unusually cold, rainy weather lately. Though, after watching the Green Bay game last night I have NOTHING to complain about. But I have enjoyed sitting close to the woodstove and staying indoors. AND Jenny and her boys came home for the weekend. It was such a nice visit. We did nothing but visit, play games, play with the boys, eat, and watch a little football. The sausage soup and cornbread Jenny requested was perfect for our cold, rainy Friday night. Mason and Pop-pop played cars a lot and messed around outside together. It was just a nice quiet fun weekend. And now I sure miss them all since they had to go back home today. Thank you, Jenny, Mason, and Grant for coming to see us. Now, I'll go download the cute pictures I took of them. I love my new camera!

Dog Dilemna Conclusion

Don went over to our neighbors with the unruly dogs to talk to them about the problem. They acted like the only thing they could do would be to put the dogs down. Don told them that was not at all what we wanted but just that they kept them home. She said she just couldn’t keep them in all the time, kept saying they would have to get rid of them. Don suggested putting an ad online in the “freecycle” place and they agreed to that but said they did not have a computer. So Don offered to do it for them and put their phone number in the ad and they agreed. By that night he had had two responses to the ads and on Sunday someone came and loved “Megan”, the young yellow lab that is the most trouble. He lives in another town on acreage and has kids so it sounds like a great solution so Megan now has a new home far away. The new owner says he is thrilled with his new dog but it was a tearful farewell for our neighbors.

So why do I feel so awful and so guilty---instead of happy and relieved? Why did they have to let it come to this??? I feel so sad for this nice old couple that had to give up their dog. I hate being so mean. But I know we did the only thing we could do. We begged them to put up a fence, contain the dog somehow, get a neighbor kid to walk the dog daily, do something to keep the dog from being a neighborhood terror and nuisance. We ignored and tried to understand the first several killings of chickens--we have a Lab ourselves who will kill chickens when he has the chance--BUT we keep him contained in a fenced yard. It was just their unconcern for our pets and their safety that finally got to me. We did the Biblical thing and went to him first with our complaints---three or more times---we have three different eye witness reports of the dog with our chickens dead in his mouth and the owners even admitted he brought dead chickens home (and dead cats). How could they be so uncaring and unthoughtful of other people’s animals? What choice did we have but to call in the authorities? Even if he paid our vet bills but still lets the dog roam we were so fearful of Pete being mauled again once he is healed and allowed to go back outdoors. I feared for our other cats, our ducks and guineas, and I want to be able to have chickens once again. I know we did what we had to do to protect our animals but I feel lousy.

I hate stuff like this.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I'm Back

I’m back. I am re-entering the blog world. I have missed it so so much. I promise not to disappear for so long again. But I had to discipline myself to stay away. The computer just sucks time like a vacuum sucks dust bunnies and I needed to spend that time getting my house and my life back in order.

Seriously, we have been home so very little this year that I actually still had LAST Christmas’s magazines on the table by my favorite chair. And there were still Christmas presents from last Christmas sitting in my office still in their Christmas boxes and bags where I put them on Christmas afternoon of 2006.

You see, we left on December 29, 2006 for Arizona to help when Don’s dad went in for surgery. We stayed there for nearly three weeks and on our way home got called to the Oklahoma ice storms with Red Cross. Then we were home a week or so when we got called to the Daytona Beach, FL tornadoes in early February where we spend three weeks. Then we were home for a week or so before going to the ranch to take care of things there. Then to San Angelo for a bit for Kylah’s wedding and Mason’s birthday then back to the ranch for several weeks.

In mid-April we were sent to New Hampshire for the Nor’Easter flooding there. We spent two weeks there, flew to Ft. Lauderdale and spent three days with Don’s sister, Chris, before departing for a 10 day mission trip to Haiti to repair water well hand pumps. Six days after our return home from Haiti,family from New York arrived. We had a great visit with them and it was now June.

We spent the summer on 5 different Texas disasters--floods in Gainesville, Marble Falls, and Wichita Falls; flooding in San Antonio from Tropical Storm Erin, and damage on High Island from Hurricane Umberto. So we were never home for longer than two weeks at a time. First of September we went to the ranch and stayed there while Don worked on building a new fence until we were called to California for wildfires on the 23rd of October. Stayed in San Diego for three weeks, flew to New York for family visit there and arrived home a couple of days before Thanksgiving when we left again to spend it in Leander with the family. I was home one day after Thanksgiving before I left for San Angelo to stay for over a month taking care of Jenny’s boys and to spend Christmas there. We got back home from San Angelo on December 26 late. On the 28th 12 more members of my family arrived for a visit over New Years.

As of New Year’s Day it had all caught up with me. I was the most exhausted I have been since we worked 15 hours a day on Hurricane Katrina. I burst into tears at the thought of preparing one more meal. I just wanted everyone to go home and to get my house back in order---just to get me and the scattered pieces of my life and house back together. Don was sick with a really bad respiratory infection and I was worried about him. I was so stressed I could not sleep at night. Had it not been for Adam leaving for the Army and me wanting everyone to be there to tell him goodbye and support him, I would have called the whole visit off and just said NO. But it WAS a wonderful visit with everyone and I did enjoy it---just wished it had come at another time when I wasn’t already exhausted and stressed and felt like a stranger in my own home, and my husband had not been so sick.

So, after everyone left I made a big long list of everything that was bugging me that needed to be done to get me back to feeling I was somewhat in control of my life again and I knew where to find things in my house and the clutter was cleared (from my mind as well as my house). And I denied myself computer privileges until I got the majority of my list accomplished.

I have worked hard and diligently the past two weeks and accomplished great things. Maybe if someone else looked at my house they could not see it, but I do.
  • Each room is ordered to my satisfaction.
  • Thank you notes have been sent.
  • Bills have been paid, files cleaned out, bookkeeping caught up.
  • Don is feeling much better though he did have to start a second round of antibiotics.
  • I took Gina to Dallas and she is happily enrolled in her new school, Christ for the Nations.
  • Pete, the mauled cat who has had to live in a cage for six weeks, gets his freedom on Saturday and is healing nicely.
  • I have enjoyed getting back in the routine of having a quiet time with God in the early mornings.
  • I have potted several pots of pretty pansies to spruce up the dead looking front porch area.
  • Don and I have enjoyed quiet evenings alone together watching some of the DVDs we got for Christmas.
  • Alisa and I had a nice long lunch together.
  • All my Red Cross stuff is organized and ready for our next adventure.

I had a quick run to the ranch and reunited two lost baby goats with their mama’s and was refreshed by the tranquility and peace that reigns there. Only alarming thing is that hunters called us yesterday to say they have heard coyotes and saw a dead goat yesterday so I imagine we might be heading to ranch next week.

But I feel good. I just needed to go into hermit mode for a couple of weeks and take care of me. It just feels so good to have order restored to my life--to begin the year now refreshed and renewed. I was really blessed by Jenny’s blog about God “thumping” her. I needed to hear all that myself. Just please Jesus and all else will fall into place. That’s it--so simple, but often so hard to remember. I catch myself getting all stressed about stupid stuff--how my house looks to others, etc. etc. etc. When all I really want is for it to be pleasing to Him--to be warm, welcoming, inviting, full of love and laughter, full of Him. And me full of Him, too. That is what is important. It is so good to be blogging and sharing thoughts with family and friends again. I have missed all of you. It is good to be back. (uh, beware following post--I was a tad upset.....)

I'm so Mad!!!

I am so mad right now. Early this morning I was sitting in my living room having my quiet time when suddenly I heard all this growling and commotion on my front porch. I ran to the door to see this black lab trying to get our big old tomcat, Big Sir. In his fury to get hold of our cat he knocked over and broke my pot plants. The cat escaped up the tree and I yelled at the dog to get out of here and he took off. It was then I saw coming from behind our house the stinkin’ yellow lab dog that has killed our chickens and ducks and mauled Don’s cat, Pete, to the point of over a $1000 in vet bills. Two neighbors were walking down the street when all this occurred and were my witnesses. Both of these dogs belong to the same owner. Don immediately jumped in his truck and followed the dogs home, confirming with the neighbors walking that these were indeed the same dogs, then knocked on the door repeatedly of the offending owner. Finally his girlfriend answered the door and said she just couldn’t keep the dogs inside and she shut the door in Don’s face. So we called the Animal Control officer out for the 2nd time and issued a 2nd complaint which meant a second fine for the owner.

In December when Pete was injured and Don filed the first complaint, he went to the neighbor who promised he would get a fence built and never let the dog out to roam again. He was very apologetic and even paid our vet bill which was $900 at that time. So we did not pursue further legal action. We had also come to the neighbor three different times when his dog was killing our chickens--each time he was very nice, offered to pay for them, and swore he would contain his dog. I should have been forewarned when he laughingly said his dog was dragging home dead cats as well as our dead chickens. Stupid me. We were nice then and took no money from him, just wanted the assurance he would be a responsible pet owner and contain his dog.

Two weeks ago we found a dead duck right outside our backdoor--one of our ducks. It had no visible damage or mauling to it so we didn’t know what to think. UNTIL neighbors told us this irresponsible neighbor had put a muzzle on his dog and was then letting him roam the neighborhood again. Thus, we figured he had killed the duck by crushing and stomping it, even if he could not bite it. BUT we have no proof of that. Muzzling your dog who terrorizes other people’s pets is not a solution for your problem. I am just so angry. This is an elderly couple--late 70’s I would say--who are doing this. We have tried to be nice and respectful with them but no more. This morning I filed a complaint with the animal control officer asking for a hearing about this issue. They will put lots of demands on him about his dogs and a time period to comply and if he does not they will destroy the dog. Now, I love dogs--all animals--which is obvious by our own menagerie--and it kills me to have to do this but what other choice do I have. I was so angry this morning that had I had a pistol close I think I would have shot him myself.

And the other thing that really makes me mad is the pot he broke was one Jenny and Mason painted for me for Mother’s day and I had just planted it with pretty purple pansies. Dumb, stupid dog. I am going to try to glue it back together. So that is my tirade for today.

How quickly one can go from praising God and worship to all out fury.